Happy 18th birthday to the Feed Me To The Wolves EP, released on this day in 2007 alongside the music video, which premiered on Logo TV and turned me into a cable TV gay for the next 5 years.

Forever grateful to MTV for believing in me back then! The video played across all of their channels for the better part of a year and it absolutely changed my entire life.

7 years ago tonight Jay and I released the last short film we ever made together, Nothing’s Ever Wrong. It was the first time I had directed him, and the song was just me singing live vocals with a piano for the first time in my career. (Not my idea)

The album and film were meant to be a commentary on fame, exposure, addiction, and the isolation we had both been experiencing for years. What happened next was a media circus that stretched across mainstream and LGBTQ+ outlets, focused entirely on the apparently scandalous nudity in the video, followed by our personal lives. It made me feel simultaneously invisible and overexposed, which was honestly the entire point of that record and its accompanying films. It was bonkers. Read the rest of this entry »