For the past 6 months or so I’ve been out here all alone, teaching myself how to live without any answers, learning how to create safety in the midst of whatever dangerous-feeling bullshit happens to be swirling about at any given time, playing dress-up happy agate beach babies with the tiny animal, breathing the ocean air every single day, and dealing with an endless stream of outdoors-related tiny house van life dramas while I chase this ever-elusive peace I’ve truly only ever read about in books.

I’m not hiding. I have quit the world.

When I come back — and I AM coming back sometime soon — I will be there because I actually want to be; and because I miss you. ❤️

Thank you to Portland’s QL Radio and their “Not Weird. QUEER!” show for playing my collaboration with Rian Lewis in heavy rotation all year. And even bigger thanks to the listeners for voting our track as the #5 song on the show’s Top 10 Songs of 2018 Countdown! We love you.

Listen to the special countdown episode HERE, and check out the full list below the video.

QL Radio 2018 Top 10 Songs

10. Daughter – Ryan Cassata
9. Alive – Rachael Sage
8. Best Day Ever – Levi Kreis
7. Lessons from Home Plate – Tret Fure
6. Walk the Earth – Fanny Walked The Earth
5. Underground (Rian Lewis remix) – Logan Lynn
4. I Believe Her – Emma’s Revolution
3. We Are Weeds – Lars von Keitz
2. Put On Your Stars – Namoli Brennet
1. Cusp – The Villaineers